toward tomorrow...

If I have to start again I want to start from zero not from the ashes. Yes, this is true that there is not much things for me and I don’t want the residue. It is true that I am completely failure but I don’t want to… Ooops!!! Who wanna be… lolz.. May be it’s time to start again. There is not much hope at the end of this path as because I am refused from another one today. The only advantage that I achieve is self a more mature self.

I am already become naked so I have nothing to loose. I can do whatever I want to do. I think it becomes great for me. I don’t know why I am not shocked as much as before probably it took the burden from me and I feel more comfortable because I have nothing to achieve nothing to loose. Once there was a time when I never knew how to loose but new days have began and I forget how to win. This is life… I know this is life… this is fucken’ life and I am not afraid. I want to look forward I will create my tomorrow…

This is not new to me. I have started many times in last five years and I know I could do it once again. It did not work for me but that does not mean nothing works for me. I have to find my way I have to build my tomorrow this is life. Nobody gives the opportunity; opportunity is something which I have to achieve. I am happy that no more I have to beg anything from them. Those emails… Ooops!!! the complete shit…. Anyway I start toward tomorrow…