About me!

In my dream I am a superhero who is passionately obsessed of perfection, desperate to make things happen. I am often attributed 'hypocrite' by my friends but that's okay we all are hypocrites, probably I am ahead of the curve. I used to be a sadist but I don't see that part of me anymore. I don't have enough guts to take enough risk at right time but I do have the courage of not to be confused. This is all what I am thinking about me right now. I find myself often changing the 'about me' section of my blog, so I guess either I don't know myself very well or I change very often; in either case this about me section does not make sense unless it is written just now!
Things I hate most,
1. Being Shiblee
2. Hypocrisy
3. Pretending
Things I love most,
1. My mom
2. My dad
3. My siblings
4. My wife
5. My friends
6. Coding
Questions, I would love to have answers before I die,
1. Given a hypothetical world, where an animal with learning capability is the fittest race, would they make civilization like we did?
Where am I?