Life is pain

I wish if I could cry. I have no tears left for cry. I can take any more pressure. I am at the edge of break down. No strength left for the next step. I am just out of my mind. I don’t know what to do next? I have faced so many problems in each step of my life. I never get anything in ease. I wonder why me? I scream why me? This is only to me or to everybody? What’s wrong with me? Somewhere something is wrong, something is very very wrong. Probably I am not good a faking it, I am not good to deal with life. Am I itself is a big mistake? Life is pain…