This part of my life is called Craziness. I mean it is crazy, real crazy, and super crazy! I wake up at morning and goes bed at night, nothing else. Every day I work for fourteen to fifteen hours. I never thought of this type of life. I know very well how I had completed my undergrad. I wish If had worked ten percent of this! I bet that could make real difference. But right now I am working so hard just to save my ass. What a life I have gotten. Life is crazy. Does anyone know what the hell is waiting after this? Why I am doing all these? Sometime I feel like this is madness!
I have no problem with hard work. I always enjoy working hard. But working for nothing is nothing but madness. It’s complete madness. When I was in Bangladesh I thought hard working is okay. Yes it okay but it seems pointless. I have no good reason for this madness. I never thought about this part. I never thought it will appear as pointless after some time. I am far away from home, far away from family, friends, far away from myself. I am sailing toward infinity and moving far away from everything.
Inside me my power
ReplyDeleteMy body's getting weaker
Brain stops to function
Replace with a machine
Send me to nothing
A place I have never been
This is my next stop
Insecure I feel
Now my journey starts
Heading to the fourth dimension
Computer in my brain
Controlling all my moves
Incomplete infinity
This is what my life shall be
Incomplete infinity
All this pain all this hate
There's no turning back for me
Brainwaves floating around me in space
Beyond all sense and intelligence I am
Now I feel power
The temperature is rising
New age to enter
Technology is power
Heading for more truth
Heading for perfection
Pain that hurts me
It only makes me stronger
May be the problem is not with you, the problem is with your emotions. They cannot rely on the present. They either tend to retrospect or they tend to lean forward to see what may become of them in future....
ReplyDeleteYou know one thing; I am in the same situation as the guy in the picture. Every day I used to sit like him in my bed and wish if a miracle could take me back. I wanna go back. Mama please take me back inside…
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