Sometimes, I feel like if could run away, if I could run away from myself, if I could run away from everything. Sometimes I feel like exactly that’s what I am doing; I am running away from myself, every single day, every single moment. People run after their future I run away from my present. God gave me almost infinite capability of being unhappy. No matter where I am, whatever I am doing, I can be unhappy. Some people are never happy with what they have. I am not one of those; trust me I am not one of those. I just get bored of what I have. I try to through them away to create the vacancy for new things regardless of what they are.
Somewhere in my mind there is still a kid. A kid who is mad of new toys but forget them as soon as he gets them. I love that kid, that stupid little kid, I can’t help. I just get bored of anything and everything. Please forgive me if it hurts you. Please forgive me; I cannot go beyond my limitations.
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Just let that stupid little kid the way he is. He doesn't have to change. Some stupid ppl wud love that kid anyway....
ReplyDeleteI stopped by your blog and had a thought for you...The thing about a void is that it is shaped only for a specific item to fit. No matter how many things you get to fill the void they never truly fit the way they should and become clutter. What I would do in your case is find the absolute fit. JOHN 3:16 has always been the perfect fit for me. I have come to learn that God's(Yehovah/ Elohim) love is always the perfect fit and leaves no room for discarding. The awesome part is that the price paid for this love has already been paid and there isn't a cost to you. Jesus Christ said to allow the "little children" to come to him. So run to him litle one, run to him.
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