Florida, State of Sunshine!

Lot of things going on, this time we are going to Florida!!! We are planning a road trip to Florida during this Christmas break. This time we are sixteen! wow! big number. Hasib is coming from Illinois, Jamee is coming from Texas, Shehab is coming from Maryland, Apu is coming from Kansas! We are a big gang now. I can certainly feel the heat. Florida the state of sunshine.  

We are planning to drive here to Birmingham, AL, then Savannah, GA; we are going to touch all east coast beaches from from Savannah, GA to Miami, Fl. And then finally Key West, FL. That's our beach road trip for all east coast beaches. From Key West, FL to Pensacola, FL we will touch all Gulf of Mexico beaches. I have been told that these beaches are even prettier than East coast beaches, let see. From Pensacola, FL to New Orleans, LA and finally home, sweet home. We are touching many points and probably visiting all points of interest in Florida. I hope I would make some good pictures.

Sporadic obsessions!

My general exam oral presentation is tomorrow. That's okay, somehow I got the maturity of not worrying about exams. I stopped by blogs I follows. I came across Salehin's blog. Salehin was always one of the fascinating guys I always admire. Me and Salehin started our career almost same time. I joined Kaz and he joined couple of days later. Just to give a little context, he was my batch mate in BUET as well.

He was a friend of my friend; I believe Dew introduced him to me. I didn't know much about him. I was curious when I first learned, he disappear from his home. Wow! it was my dream, and now I found a guy who can do it! That's fist I started paying attention to him; later I learned he is a mountaineer as well! This guy is unbelievable; he does what I always dream of! What amazed me most was he does all of these quite effortlessly! Somehow I never could do all these! They are still my dream. My romantic dreams, one day I'll leave everything, leave everyone behind me. 

I was suffocated after six month or so after staring my first job! I started thinking I don't belong this place anymore. So I decided to choose another career for myself. Where I am going is a different story but I observed Salehin, he was amazing. He must have something that beyond my imagination. He was never tired of what his job. It's not that I didn't like what I was doing and he liked. I love software development more than he does, I just become frustrate of places I belong to after some time. 

Little little things, we call life!

How am I doing these days? It is kind of hard to define. I knew for what I was missing, what I want and how I want them; all of a sudden I got kind of confused: what really this meant to be? Is there really any purpose? Or is this a wrong question? Let say I have what I want, then what? I would want some more, and more and even more! But this is not how I imagined my life! Did I start early? Do I really have the maturity for real life, or does it really need a certain level of maturity?

I know what I am seeing is not right, but I don't know the right either! Is this 'right' stuff really exist? If not what our ancestors were taking about? Maybe it exists then? What happen to it now? I have so many questions to ask, so little time to seek for all of them. I don't know what I am doing here. I don't even know what my I meant to be!

Halloween Parade

I went to Oklahoma City Halloween parade last week. It was pretty cool :) I love the concept of Halloween. In my country it would be too absurd for an adult to do something like Halloween. I don't know for some reason, adults in my country are pretty serious about everything. They never play silly. I even don't play silly. I mean it's fun to play something like this for some time. We don't have to be pretty serious about everything. I always heard it does not go with the people like your age, I think that's silly. We can play silly, we have life. Life is not all that serious. Maybe it is the time, I should think about my actions as well. I make life way more complicated than it meant to be. Why so serious?

Some pictures from Halloween parade

The best is yet to come

Across the desert plains

Where nothing dares to grow

I taught you how to sing

You taught me everything I know

And though the night is young

And we don't know if we'll live to see the sun

The best is yet to come

I know, you know

That we've only just begun

Through the highs and lows

And how can I live without you

You're such a part of me

And you've always been the one

Keeping me forever young

And the best is yet to come

Heya aeh ho

Don't look now, the best is yet to come

Heya aeh ho

Take my hand, the best is yet to come

Thinking of the times

How we laughed and cried

I wouldn't change a thing

I couldn't even if I tried

Through the wind and rain

The spirit of our song remains the same

And the best is yet to come

I know, you know

That we've only just begun

Through the highs and lows

And how can I live without you

You're such a part of me

And you've always been the one

Keeping me forever young

And the best is yet to come

Heya aeh ho

Don't look now, the best is yet to come

Heya aeh ho

Take my hand, the best is yet to come

Oh can you feel it in the air

It's in your heart and everywhere

We got to keep that dream alive

We cross another road

And face another day

Soldiers never die

They only fade away

How can we grow old

When the soundtrack of our lives is rock and roll

And the best is yet to come

I know, you know

That we've only just begun

Through the highs and lows

And how can I live without you

You're such a part of me

And you've always been the one

Keeping me forever young

And the best is yet to come

Heya aeh ho

Don't look now, the best is yet to come

Heya aeh ho

Take my hand, the best is yet to come

Heya aeh ho

Don't look now, the best is yet to come

Heya aeh ho

Take my hand, the best is yet to come 

[Scorpions]