I fall in love once in my life. That is my first and hopefully last one. Unfortunately our relationship does not work out. And interestingly we had been separated quietly. No arguing, no condemning, nothing. But I know I still love her, love her more than anybody else. I hope this statement is true for her as well. It could sound funny but I hope it is true. And again conversely I know that we can’t marry each other. There are so many differences among us that we could never be happy in our conjugal life.
In many of my writings I want to refer to her. She is my path to new world. She has an enormous influence in my life. So could be vital in few cases. Whatever, I don’t want to mention her name. Nobody is aware of this fact. She is part of my hidden life and I want her that way. I give her a name, “Pixie”. Let keep the name pixie for her.
