New day

Ok, here is a new day. Today I wake up early, way not that early compared to week days, but yes it is early in the morning for Saturday. Lipa is preparing for GRE so we got to wake up early, then had our breakfast and now she is studying. And me, I am blogging. I am trying to be more connected with my blog than ever before. Why I am doing this? Partially this is because I feel like I am kind of detached from and my blog and most importantly, I need someone to share my life. Probably, it's bit difficult share your life with your wife, it's rather easier to share life with blog. Moreover, I got the mobile blogging thing which even more fun.

I believe blogspot should two kind of post, one is like blog and the second category should be very much like twitter; in that case I don't have to go to twitter and I can access it from here. But Google has Google Buzz but they connected Google Buzz with wrong thing, Gmail. Status update with email!!! Is it a kind of joke, I didn't like it, apparently not many people liked either. It was indeed a wrong step but they could do even better if they connected with blogspot. Because blogspot users like to share there life with the world not Gmail users, so in my view they targeted wrong kind of people.

I just finish the Apple's keynote for iPad 2. In my believe this time the big thing they did is made some really cool software to really make iPad popular. I already can see, people are using iPad; most likely they use it for fun nothing so professional and I believe the new apps add even more fun. I kind of live their Garage Band app. It seems really cool! I was kind of skeptical when the first iPad was lunched and still I am, but now I am kind of sure it is a fun box; then my question is how long it going to survive just as a fun gadget, or they have real plan to make it real professional. Let's see. I have already enough for today, good day.

Mobile blogging

I am kind of enjoying the mobile blogging thing. I can blog from anywhere. Right now I am in one of friends place and we are watching movie. I am just taking advantage of mobile blogging. We are watching Dhobi Ghat, a Hindi movie. I am becoming addicted to blogging. I bloged a lot before but this is different, I kind of addicted to short posts. Just quick ideas, mobile bloging is so much fun.

This movie Dhobi Ghat, seems pretty boring. May be I should stop blogging and concentrate on the movie, may be in this way I can grow some interest on the movie. I have tried, I have no idea what the hell this guy (our hero) is doing, the only thing I understand is he is trying to be tough and cool. This movie is too boring. One stupid woman popes up and she is really irritating me. I think we got one more hero here.

Parisa went to prepare tea for us, we really enjoy this Friday night gathering. I really like the director of this movie. I also like the idea of watching movie and blogging simultaneously. Actually mobile blogging is pretty cool, I think I would write a blog about my whole day. I really can put all my stupid ideas right here. I am pretty excited about it. I think this movie has some thing different. The video idea is very cool! I just realize the good thing about this movie is it does not have any music. Finally he movie is over, I think the director tried something different but it was not world class. Overall my rating is three out of five.

Now we started another movie, named eagle eye. Let's see what's going on in it. Looks like war movie not sure yet. We started this movie because we thought this is a Friday night movie, now it is getting serious. Please don't tell me it is a serious movie. Looks like a perfect Friday, all I need to do is shut may brain and stop thinking. We are having fun. Lot of things happening visually striking and logically incoherent, a perfect Friday movie. This movie is all fiction, no science. Happily ever after, us president rocks! It was good blogging and movie session, good bye.

Blogging

I spend entire day on my blog. Ha! I wish I could have anything better than that. Every day I feel like I hate my boss more than previous day. This job is becoming my pain in the ass. I am not gonna sacrifice my life just to be here, especially when being here does not mean anything to me. I need quit this job. I think end of this semester would be good time for quiting this job. Anyway, I am confident I am not gonna do it anymore.

I ma not gonna live forever, so there is no point of wasting time on things those I really don't like. If life is all about compromise then I don't want that fucking life. I wanna live as long as I love to live, I feel like living. Right now I don't feel like living and there is no point compromising my everything on nothing. It looks like I don't have any other alternative other than quiting this job, huh! I am sorry Dr. Gruenwald, I am really sorry, I wish I could make it.

New look

Apparently I spend the entire morning creating the new look for my blog. I was using the old look for last four years, so thought probably this is the time to get a new look for my blog. Most importantly, since this blog is no longer public, I have plenty of options for experiment. I just realize that the blogger now allow to adding more pages, so I believe I could add more pages and use it as my home page! Well, this blog is no longer public! Anyway, no problem, I would play with this blog quite a bit. One more thing, I have decided to use blogger in draft as my default settings, so now I can use all the cool features way ahead of release.

I kind of like the new design, certainly the new design allows me more customization but the only thing I didn't like is bottom notice. I wish if I could change the notice. I don't have problem referring them rather they deserve it but I didn't like the idea of having no control at all! This is nasty, I never expected anything like this from Google. Overall the new look is fun.

BlogWriter!

At last I found something for iPhone that can write on my blog! But this fucking stupid software does not capture the orientation and therefore I cannot have the horizontal keyboard layout! I think the developers are just stupid! Don't they think that horizontal keyboard is way more convenient for application like blogging. Huh! Looks like I need to write one, but I don't have Mac! I need find a way for iPhone application development for windows, hmm...

Finding wrong!

Now-a-days most of time passes thinking what was wrong! What was so terribly wrong that I got rejected from all universities I applied? May be I over estimated myself, sure that's one possibility. Then what is the right assessment for me? Am I worth trying again? Do I have any good inside me? How do I justify my position in front of my best friends! Now I know why I don't have any friend, because I don't know how to keep them close, how to be together! I never learnt that art. Am I that bad? How bad I am?

I messed anything and everything possible, now I am going to mess with the last thing I have. I am going to mess with my job. I am thinking quiting the job just to go beyond my comfortable zone. I know when I take a wrong decision it always follows by more, hopefully this is one among those more but I'll do it! I'll do just for the sake of doing it. I know my advisor would make my life hell but what's point of living if you never been challenged. This time I want the road I passed to be closed so that I cannot go back!

iPhone posting

I am wondering why can't I post using my iPhone. This is iPhone post and there is no good interface for using blogspot from iPhone. I think iPhone deserve one. At least it always with me and there for add more convenience for me if I can blog using my iPhone. What exactly I expect from iPhone app? A simple title box and text area probably work as a good start point, oh ofcourse a text box for the category of the post. a convenient way of embedding link and picture would be great! What else!

I think this would be enough as a good starting point, and like all other customer I would eventually realize what else I need for iPhone bloging. This post is written using the web interface from my iPhone. Write now I can see a small part of the text in my screen and it little bit annoying! We have so many useless apps but I don't have one I need. I am wondering does android have one for blogspot. Enough for now, from now on I'll try to be more frequent on my blog. Let's see how the entire thing coming out.

Someday you will miss today

http://stuffnoonetoldme.blogspot.com/2011/02/65.html

I wanna be free

All my life; I've followed signs; On many a road
Tried to find; What was right; And do what I'm told
But sometimes; You cross the line; And never can go back home

I've been here; And I've been there; Always on the go
Looking for; Something more; To call my own
Up to now; I have found; That life as a whole was cold
'Cause I've never belonged

[I wanna be free; And live without warning; 

I wanna finally see; What it's like on the other side
I wanna be free; 'Cause a new day is dawning
I wanna be me; I wanna show the world I'm alive]

Who's to say; I need change; And I am not what I'm not
Look at me; And what you see; Has been through alot
Now it's time; For me to find; What love's really all about
And all that I've lived without

[I wanna be free; And live without warning
I wanna finally see; What it's like on the other side.
I wanna be free; 'Cause a new day is dawning
I wanna be me; I wanna show the world I'm alive.]

[I wanna be free; And live without warning
I wanna finally see; What it's like on the other side.]

[I wanna be free; And live without warning
I wanna finally see; What it's like on the other side.
I wanna be free; 'Cause a new day is dawning
I wanna be me; I wanna show the world I'm alive.]

[I wanna be free; And live without warning
I wanna finally see; What it's like on the other side.
I wanna be free; 'Cause a new day is dawning
I wanna be me; I wanna show the world I'm alive.]

[I wanna be free; And live without warning
I wanna finally see; What it's like on the other side.
I wanna be free; Cause a new day is dawning
I wanna be me; I wanna show the world I'm alive.]

[Marc Anthony][Youtube]

Going private?

When I started this blog I had one thing in my mind, me! I was the only writer and probably I was the only reader as well. At that time I wrote for me and I knew for sure I can write anything because no one is going to read it. Over time I grew some popularity and I was dragged from my motivation. I started realizing I am not the only reader and I started writing for others! In my view this no longer fun this is business! Although, I didn't monetize this blog but that because I knew I would not earn much from this blog. But I deceive my self saying this is for fun not for money, I know these are all crap, I am a hypocrite.

Anyway, I started writing for my audience and becoming less frequent in my blog. Now before writing anything I at least once think about my audience. Probably this is wrong, this is all wrong, why should I worry about others when I started this thing for myself! Even worse is I filter out many idea just because the readers may not like it! This is not what I want! This is all wrong!

I just realized writing for myself way more fun than writing for others. I am not one of those who believe there is no point of writing if no one reads it. I believe it is even more fun to write for thyself. From now on I would try to write for myself only and forget about the audience. Probably I should change the permission from public to private so that I know for sure no one is reading it and I can write for myself. For the time being I would turn off the comments, so that no one can leave a comment and I can ignore the audience; if it doesn't work I would make it a private blog.