Some Broken Hearts Never Mend

Coffee black, cigarettes,
start this day, like all the rest,
First thing every morning that I do,
is start missing you

(Chorus)
Some broken hearts never mend,
some memories never end,
some tears will never dry,
my love for you will never die

(music)

Rendezvous in the night,
A willing woman to hold me tight,
But in the middle of love's embrace,
I see you're face

(Chorus)

(Don Williams)

Status Update

As usual mundane life, no ups and downs. I am waiting for reply from other universities which itself is a boring and tiresome. My mundane life added the intensity. And a boring work in professional life “Building a desktop application” which has no room for thinking juzz doing :-( So what do you think about me? Ok, I left the answer for you guys. Anyway you guys probably heard this thousands times.

I like to update my work status. Actually I didn’t do much in these days just download few papers and read few of them. I guess I need few more couple of weeks for the first step. What I feel, probably there is lots of scopes in this field. Conversely, lot of things is already done. I start with an interesting paper about Detecting object’s intension from its live data still lot more to read. If you guys have any idea about the topic, you can help me or suggest me for betterment. For your convenience once again the topic was “Data Stream Mining”. I will expect some feedback from my readers on coming days about my works.

Disable autorun

Lots of pen drive virus infection is occurring due to autorun. if you want to disable it, here is how.

In Windows XP, you can disable autoplay for the entire computer or just one user account by doing the following:
Start -> Run...
type "gpedit.msc"
This is the group policies editor.
Click "Administrative Templates"
then "System" then find "Turn off Autoplay"
Double click it and set it to "Enable"
You can choose to turn it off for CD Drives or All Drives from the dropdown menu.

Note that you must be logged into an administrator account to do this.

Courtesy of Topu Bhai

Desktop

I am trying to be hopeful these days. This is my current desktop. juzz to share with everyone. lolz...

Back to Home

I can’t tell how these three days has went away? I feel like they passed away in a blink of my eyes. I backed to home today. I guess they were awesome, I was happy with the changes. But the truth is that was not real life. I can live in dream but I have to wake up, wake up today or tomorrow. This is the real life. I must face the truth. Life is a voyage along with the reality, lot of things will happen on coming days.

By the way, I think I need something to do. I want to make myself busy with something beyond my office hours. What could be the best thing? I was looking for something that will make me busy. I decide to work on an interesting topic, “Data Stream Mining”. Every thing is fine except my motivation. My motivation is on the peak right now but I don’t know how long it will be there. Anyway now I am in problem formulation stage. Hopefully I will be able to continue this one :-(

First Day

Today was the first day of my four days holiday. Things are going fine, I guess. Today was almost identical of my typical idle university days. I woke up at 12 o’clock, bought a toothbrush etc etc etc… it was almost inactive day. No big things to do, no big deal, nothing. So things are going fine (complete relax). Only the last part is boring, I have nothing to do right now. Right now none of my friends are at BUET except Hasib and he went to a wedding ceremony. So I become orphan. Nothing to do, so I decide, why not I spend few times with my blog. At least it gives me company for last few months.

Overall the day was fine the only thing I am missing is my friends. I know I never bring those days back. These are just futile attempts to mimic those days. These are not the times for those days. Anyway there is other side of whole story; it brings few changes for these days. That’s the only thing I am pursuing.

"Kaza Coralina" Holiday

I am on holiday. Our whole office went to our new official excursion, titled “Kaza Coralina”. This time I didn’t attend our official excursion because of my personal works. This is the first vacation when I am in Dhaka within last one year. Anyway I am planning to enjoy as much as possible. What could be the best plan? I plan to bring my university life back in these days. So, I came to BUET today. I will stay here for four days. And lot of things I want that back. One more thing, I made a deal with pixie, she will give me the company like before. So I hope I can bring those days again… ;-) I am happier than ever before.

I am posting from BUET with my laptop and modem. Anyway this is not part of my university life. So I am thinking should I post further within these days… lolz…

No title

Am I philosopher? Nope. I am not. Ok, a most common question, what is life? I don’t know :-! What is happiness? Probably nobody knows :-( Why I am asking all these? I don’t know. Anyway I want to share few things with you (!) Is there anyone? I guess nope, then who is this you? May be I, may be you, may be every one, and may be google :-( Interestingly now-a-days I don’t face any difficulties in anonymous conversation. I can continue my conversation with myself for almost infinite time. Anyway, I am not gonna find the reason. Hope fully you guys know :-)

What I am doing right now? I am writing blog :P actually what the hell I was doing before that? Good question. Was that worth? What is worth? Sorry probably you guys are little bit annoyed if “you” exists. I was cleaning viruses from a hard drive. Am I anti virus? ...lolz… No (?) I am not sure. I am not sure about what? I am not sure about anything :-(

Ok, back to the third question. I am not gonna answer that because before me lot of people try that. I got an interesting presentation today. You may like it or not. I don’t have any comment. I use the adjective “interesting” because it was supposed to be interesting. If you don’t like it then keep slang for me or write it as comment. Please don’t hide it inside.

Now come to our fourth question. I am little bit scattered! No no no… that is not perfect, I am pissed off :-( I don’t like this comment. Ok, I am happy? Partly… Probably my mind doesn’t have any state, maybe I become a program like my creation. Then why all these question come today? Because, I am supposed to… I am programmed to ask these questions today.

Have/Do you ever feel the curse of being nobody? Being nobody is not that much easy as it sounds. Many intellectuals say, “Communism doesn’t work out because it doesn’t care about everybody, it cares about the mass.” Being nobody is not a good experience. Well, why I am writing these fucken things? Because, no one else is here… I know this answer, I know this very well.

I can’t love because I don’t know how to love. I don’t love myself then how can I love other. I can’t feel because I don’t know how to feel, nothing change my state, may be I don’t have any state. Nothing changes by me because I don’t have any action. Anyway, Life is Beautiful… beautiful… beau…

Application Update

I am very happy to announce that my application is rejected from New Jersey Institute of Technology, good to know, anyway, three more to say. May be this is harbinger of other result. Let see what gonna happen tomorrow. I guess I need to apply more. Can anyone suggest any university for Direct PhD program? I guess the result will be the same but the thing is at least I should try. So that I will be clear to myself that I had tried my best, this is my quality which is not fit for this course.

I got news from other applicants also, everyone’s is positive except mine. sss... I know I will be always here to congratulate you. :-) Who knows what's gonna happen tomorrow? ;-)

Amar Ekushey Grontho Mela

I am almost at the end of last one from last book fair’2007. It is a tale of Dinesh Chandra Sen by himself. So New Year had begun with new commitments and book fair of this year starts today. Traditionally we called it “Amar Ekushey Book Fair”. This is the only fair held in Dhaka city that I attend. Every year I buy sufficient books from book fair and I read them over the year. Generally they are exclusive collection.

I used to go to Aziz super Market once in a week. Usually I buy one or two for that week. By the way I got a very good collection of book. I am planning to buy few from book fair this year. Today was the opening ceremony. I never went to book fair at opening day but I was ready to break that rule. So I went there at afternoon, but I was earlier than the chief guest. So, I had to back from ingress. Anyway, may be I will go tomorrow.

This is basically kind of exhibition for the publishers. Actually the stalls are not prepared yet for the crowd. Usually they make them prepare in the very first week of the exhibition. 350 to 360 publishers prepare their stall in this exhibition. In this exhibition there is a discount for every book. More or less the environment is fine, in fact better than any other fair held in Dhaka city. So this is a must go place for people of Dhaka City.

Few people enjoy the company of writers. All writers gathered at Book Fair at evening. You may find your favorite one. Though personally I don’t enjoy that, I found people enjoy that. Moreover all intellectuals gather in book fair in this month. Few cultural festival and talk show take place inside it. In my view this is good place among lot worst.

In early days of my life I thought that February is notable because of book fair and Language Movement held on February also because of book fair. February is something different from very early days of my life. May be this is because my father is an obsessive reader and I inherit that from him. In my university life I usually go there every evening. It was my kind of daily routine. May be this year I cannot go so frequently but I try my best to go there maximum possible time… :-(